Funny how I predicted this year not being a blessing, as it has already started off negatively. A war has broken out; retrenchment from a Vtuber agency that shouldn't have happened, not to mention some of them being hit with COVID too. And now I'm having mixed feelings for one of them; I can't tell whether to love her, or be afraid of her. And because I have a habit of doing too much research, YouTube has been recommending me more dark web videos that I didn't ask for, now that I kinda added a very dark group of VTubers to my watch; I can't confirm if they're all part of that same circle, but I can confirm one of them is.
In other news, my sleep schedule hasn't improved, and it seems like my body is incapable of processing caffeine; doesn't matter how much coffee, tea, energy drinks and tonics (the latter one which I will not be going back to) I take, fatigue still finds a way to shut me down. Now that the heat has died down, I should feel a bit more comfortable sketching again. However, as much as I have some unfinished illustrations done, I feel like starting over. One being my sona and name for that particular character. Will also be focusing on concepts of several other characters that I have plans for. As of now, I'll be doing less anthro, and more of the non-human stuff after these. Now that ASMR (all of them coming from VTubers) is my only saving grace on fixing my sleep schedule, I still plan on paying my respects to Uruha Rushia, before all of her ASMR VODs get deleted; by listening to all of them one last time, on the last week of this month. Even now, I've never been this concerned over a talent's well being. I'm just hoping she's doing okay, and she'll find success elsewhere. Also, I hope everyone's Spring is going well for them too.
To end things off. I'm gonna predict 2023 will be even worse in the hopes that I'm wrong, when it happens.